Illusion

I and you.
True feelings.
Desire to have you by my side,
In my hugs,
Miss your smile,
Miss your voice,
Vows and promises that are in my head.
Memories of a past that I do not know if it was
actually real.
You was for me one of the best dreams I could
have dreamed.
Often feel as if you were still here.
Feeling that doesn't want to go away,
Fun with a past
Who insist on staying in my memory.
Was it another one of my crazy dreams?
But what I do know is that his name still leaves me
out of control,
The remembrance of your eyes,
Still make me mad.
Imagine your hands on me,
I still do feel chills.
Remember our jokes,
Still make me laugh.
Feel your presence,
Still makes me feel safe.
Dream with your kisses,
I still leave without air.
And finally have hope to have you back,
Is what makes me feel like living.
My dreams are still with you.
I don't know what else to do.
And as much as I say:
It was only an illusion,
My heart insist on calling you.
I still love you,
And always love you.