For someone special

Maybe you didn't leave your scent on me, but you went into my skin.
And though I never have felt your scent, I spent moments that I never thought of going before.
Moments for me have been a lot more than real. It wasn't just a dream.
Thoughts often differ, but consistent with what lived.
Feeling of guilt? Yes, but maybe not for what I did and yes from what I do.
Wishes sometimes prohibited, other times not so much.
But speaking of forbidden, what really is forbidden when you love?
You feel hurt, but I also feel hurt. Who knows which of the two felt hurt first? Nobody knows for sure.
You were always for me an enigma, a mystery that I've never been able to unravel.
Life has nailed pieces and leaving me in complete darkness, at first I was really scared, but now I'm happy to be in it.
The darkness is sad, but in it I could meet the real pleasure of living. Don't fight anymore to get out of it, now I struggle to live in it. She taught me how to live, showed me that I often suffer, but always be strong to continue.
Don't you think it's easy to live with this darkness, on the contrary many people when they see in darkness if they kill or are left with serious health problems.
This darkness is caused by true love.
This darkness teaches you to be strong.
I really don't know why we hurt each other, but I think it's because we love truly, and we both are strong for life.
This time I will not say I love you, but I will say that I want strong for the other life dwells.
Now that maybe I'm not on your side to help.
I want you to find happiness in darkness, just like I found mine.
By always your A...