My beautiful star

With heart and soul in the dark my life boils down to a happy sadness.
Today as a night in a brightly lit city where all you can see is the brightest star in my darkness there is a single shining star.
That star is the single point of light in my soul. Or I still have a soul?
This star has an amazing power to bring a little hope about life.
I'm not sure why she appeared there.
Does that Star came just to help me or she wants to become a Sun in my heart?
I can't tell yet.
I'm amazed how life takes its own reins, and I can never do anything.
Really love being the actress and the spectator in life.
I love to see when life puts me in darkness and then back a star getting brighter.
I wonder what the life is planning?
This is a chapter that I'm dying to play and watch.
Tell me what's your star role in my happy terrible life?